i realise, time eats me. it has just been a while, and two weeks of school already, and its hell.
hell of studying to do. and i just cant wait fot good things to happen. only if god permits. insyallah.
and and yeah, today, a hot day.i placed the whole stand fan beside me, at max. the weather is so different, it rains, then it gets hot again,and again. im like goin out every single day. so i know.definitely how scorched i was.

and yea, i just have to say sth.

i can never trust anyone.
bcos, they, will leave, one day.
is friendship, that small matter?is it not a big deal?
i ask u, tell me. Wats a friend for u?
Friendship is not a big thing - its a million little thingz.
im so confused.
its maybe, ur Ego. or u just forget friends easily.
babes, i have gone tru alot, but maybe, u have gone tru more than me.
i have been in a situation where, everything just ain't suppose to be happening.
but. but. but. why la u like that?



stms, its where u have to learnt something.
but nowadays, i regret. for duin mistakes over again.
Trust, n believe.
forgive.


i know, no one is perfect, neither friendship.



And i feel, i keep losing. losing. someone. each and every time.