hey, todae.

im finallie blogging actualli im lazy.
lazy lazy. my always weakness.
so i have lots to tell.

first i want to talk abt the books ive read.
srslie they were so beautiful. sweet.
its all abt how life getting so perfect and toppled all over badly.
and it also such a lesson learnt.
believing in urself. feeling great, even though you are not.
how u can make life great just by believing u can.
and also admiring the writers way of expressing each each of her feelings
that she wants us to know. wow, i love books.
it cud ge sad, lovelie, jeolousy, hatred and admiration once u read them
mostly saying, books are one of my milliion idols.
they're my companion, sincerely.
well, im looking forward to Meg cabots and Ellen Hopkins new published books.
and another book which is p.s i love you. aniione know wher to get that book?

so next is abt how lost i am, i need to work hard on my tsudies, though im so lazy.
i still am not stupid.
i am so better than that.
maths is hard but wen i study, i think its way easier.
i have not memorised bio notes, im so dead.
poa, like usual, suck.
but i nd to pass. oh God, help, exchange my teacher.
and sch is so boring nowadays, i dun see my fwens like usuallie
how we always see each other.

and im happie that my frens are happie together, again, lessons learnt.
still i feel lost.wher i am?
well, another bdae is coming up.saving, wad to buy uh?
erm.. than after tha is a belate bdae for my sis, that also , dun know wat to buy.


and i give up. being strong. i just need to give myself a break. i want to smile, alot.
i want to laugh alot.
i want to know that everything wud be okae.
i want not to worrie.
i want to be happie.

and i am still trying to forget u.
its hard, i swear.
i cant forget the memories we had.
still its just memories, and it hurts alot, thinking bout it.
pain.
lost.

oh, i miss my fwens.
All of them. All of u akay!
gals, i love you.
haha, yea.

now i feel like slapping enemies.
kicking their ass.
well, im gonna be better than u all.
wait n watch.

stare at me, i dun care,
im better than u.
p.s, and im seriouse its true.



Bby, i love you.

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