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Saturday, November 21, 2009'♥

More CandyKisses on me♥

heyy there, haha, blogging, edora told me to, heehx, actually i got lots to tell,just plain lazy.

Holidays like usual, boring. boring. nothing is planned yet cOs we're waiting for my bro's psle results and then decide the school, i dont think he is coming my sch at all. he sort of high class.

And i cant wait for sch to re-open..! happie sia new sch, hehex, but im scared sick, my Olevels are next year, mths coming. die die.confirm die. study also die wan. becosss, im not readii. study hard still i have exam stress, i always have. scared. just wish i was prepared fully.im just feeling the pressure.

The next problem, im getting fatter. i swear i hate HOLIDAYS..! im like eating n eating, n eating. but once im dieting, i still dont lose weight. stubborn thing. its so frustrating, i think lossing weight could also lead to stress, menn. i have 1 mth to go, the whole of december, imagine,how much more fatty acids + glycerol i would have gotten.alot. shit la.shit.shit.shit.shit.

I miss my friends lots, bel,kat, cel, asrina,edora, asnida,penn... and kat's, not joinging us in the same level, and so is edora, not in the same class animore. ='( sad luh. one thing for sure, its not gonna be like before. time change alot. im not sure if it changes to the worst or better, wad cud be better u tell me.

Im confused, im not sure. im lost.im scared. im worried. if you are telling the truth, or to make it all just for fun im taking it for real. shud i? ... waited 3 yrs, its long. very.
if u wud just pay attention to me, and understand. if u wud.wud u? i knw u knw how i feel.
but do u care? ya? no?
i'm just waiting.like always.

And i dun't knw why, when i think again, i feel angry, furious, like shooting some enemies.
alot, u people, u knw what i think abt u, Ugly. thats the only decent word to use here. but u knw im cursing alot on u people. watch me stare. and you'll know who.HATRED.im way better than u ALL, i swear.

I finally got the novels, eclipse n breaking dawn. i was looking for them, thank god.
and im vowing, not to eat alot. just little.very little. i hate fat.
alryte, blogged. take care dear.

blogged @ 8:23 PM

THE CANDY ♥

LIL Goth queenS

NUR ASHIFA
friendster
Leo ladie.(8th august 94)
ie love food, black n red.i love laughing.ie love listening to music.=]
i hate pink, backstabbers, attention seekers.bitches.
Naval base sec.singaporean. INDIAN
single/~~attached~~

ie lurv mieself,eventhogh im never perfect,never popular
i have a lyfe
i lurv my familie. and lurvlie frens but i dislike the world, they r cruel.
im never so innocent eventhough i look lyke a saint.
nobody noes who i am,no one.
i start to learn and realised how nice n lovely people can be, and and how cruel and heartless people can show their true colours.
sometymes, i giv up easilie n let myself understand the world better.
i have no words to describe earth but i wish i can feel the beauty of mother nature. im still expecting a blissful lyfe; im waiting.
im always sweet-tempered to everyone unless u agitate me.
n obviousely im goth crazziee !
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HER SUGAR ♥

cravings and and miracles
=][= pass all my subjects for each n every exam
=][= to get HYYM.^-^
=][= poa cher becomes a fairygod mother
=][= get a whole bit of freedom!

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