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Friday, March 5, 2010'♥

More CandyKisses on me♥

hey, blogging again. 6th march.

well, lots and lots to tell. firstly ... my exams, to tell the truth, i did badly. swear i did. O levels are coming so soon... n my common test results suck. actually im not worried bt parents scoldings. but i hate it wen i have to look down on myself. like u knw, study so hard n u dun do well like how u expected it to be. and wen u also have high aims for the big Os. irritating la. the thing is i can't give up now, even if i feel like it. i dunt knw wen to start or how to start again. im just so scared of failing again, and get dissapointed all over AGAIN. rallie, i pray hard for my own well being. insyallah.

and the next thing is, mt teeth aches like HELL!! god, i had braces on like two days ago. and the pain is torturing!! seriosely it makes me fuming mad.....! the other worst thing is i can't eat!!im like living on kfc porridge, no chocolates n potato chips!? god, for 3 yrs? i think i wud get a slinmmer body uh..but still no fun uh.. and my mouth is like pouting , i think i look like a duck.
and u knw my sprained leg,its still not well, eventhough i sprained it so hard long time ago. and im having a bad sore throat, yesterday asrina told me she had a sore throat, i knew i too wud have it. and i did but also with a block nose, again.
pain, pls go away.mercy me alot.

and i miss my fwens. reallie i feel im parting away.. drifting apart. not like before anymore and i dunt knw how to have it back, the way i want it to be.like before.

and bby i reallie hope, u dont foget me. cosiiereallielwveuualotanddimstiillwaitinggforreeuwithhope.
take care dear.

blogged @ 5:14 PM

THE CANDY ♥

LIL Goth queenS

NUR ASHIFA
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Leo ladie.(8th august 94)
ie love food, black n red.i love laughing.ie love listening to music.=]
i hate pink, backstabbers, attention seekers.bitches.
Naval base sec.singaporean. INDIAN
single/~~attached~~

ie lurv mieself,eventhogh im never perfect,never popular
i have a lyfe
i lurv my familie. and lurvlie frens but i dislike the world, they r cruel.
im never so innocent eventhough i look lyke a saint.
nobody noes who i am,no one.
i start to learn and realised how nice n lovely people can be, and and how cruel and heartless people can show their true colours.
sometymes, i giv up easilie n let myself understand the world better.
i have no words to describe earth but i wish i can feel the beauty of mother nature. im still expecting a blissful lyfe; im waiting.
im always sweet-tempered to everyone unless u agitate me.
n obviousely im goth crazziee !
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cravings and and miracles
=][= pass all my subjects for each n every exam
=][= to get HYYM.^-^
=][= poa cher becomes a fairygod mother
=][= get a whole bit of freedom!

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