Friday, June 4, 2010'♥
More CandyKisses on me♥
a photo of me when i was in sec 1
hello , im back after a dead blog. lots happened, so lots to tell today.
firstly my mid yr results, it was disgusting and eww. i cant look at my face in the mirror anymore, like you knw, am i that stupid? why always dun't get results i want or results i deserve? i studied my ass off but instead it turned out otherwise. well, went for counselling, with rina, i knw i had to go , cos i dunt knw how to handle myself anymore. but i want to my best agg score for Os this yr. i want what i want, and i must get it. i jus can be lazy anymore. shifa, be hardworking darling :)
yea, and stuff btwn me and my BFFL group are like flying kites with rusty string. hope its not breaking off. miss them loads, but maybe we deserve a break frm each other? dont get it either wats happening, maybe each of us needs tyme wif our own frends now, but that doesnt mean we dunt love each other, we do! we treasure our friendship! =) and i miss kat. she has been so lovable to me this days, after the one phone call, she made me laugh my heart out, hahahaha, kat darls, miss u so much, i want see u so mcuh spent tyme alot with u too, alot to talk bout,cos i knw even how sad i am, when i say it out to u, u do make me laugh in the end, gosh im crying out now.Kat, where r u when i nd u the most? miss u badly enuff, it has been months i since i saw u, talked to u.. i'll make u phone call soon alryte.
hm, lucky im not alone, and now with Asrina and my other gals,asnida and ami around, i dun't feel that bad, They're the ones i can talk to abt anything.i love my gals.and yea, thx asrina, for being there for me all tymes, hope our friendship last long, we had gone trough a long yr!! haha.and we'll do well for Os. yea! hee.
and i cant wait for coming dance practice, i have waited so long to start dancing again. i danced yrs ago. great that in my final yr, im performing! yay! great opportunity!! wuhoo.
yea, miss lots of people. and Uijfofti, iemiseuutoobutwerntmadefreachother,rwe?letscwathappens. and i miss u too, this person. ;)
blog again soon, take care dear.
Labels: Life told me, lyfe told me''im not that bad''
Sunday, December 7, 2008'♥
More CandyKisses on me♥
hm,hie,im so lazie to blog up everythin.
im duin so nothing, i think i read billions of book pages,
and watched all the dvds wif my bro.
tomorrow is hari raya haji.
thats one good news , wen my dad says we're visitin my grandma's.
yeahh, im excited, after years,maybe 4 yrs,
ive never met my cousins.(believe mie_im not kidding)
ye knw thats y my family is boring.
i dunoe why this stupid things just tend to happen to my entity,
its not fair ye knw.
and and, i swear, in future, i won't do that,
i'll live my life.
i'll live it all i want.
wat everr i want, i'll get myself.
now, im just going concentratin on my studies.
i wished i was n is smart.
i wished i was not lazy.
but i Am.
i cant wait for tmrw.
i hope nth bad happens, i want to meet my cuz,
i miss them, i dun noe how they look like.
yeah, no one will want to be in my shoes,
never want to be in my life.
i had to face n tolerate stupid stuffs.
life, nobody said it would be so hard.
well, i hate, but i must love.
i just nd a long break.
but i HATE THIS HOLIDAY.
so so bad.
Labels: ''u have to face me.'', Life told me
i love my family, frends.=] 
